Sometimes，i would think about which person i want be.
I know i can't become a girl that be popular at all,and i don’t want to change more.
Each people have oneself personhood's criterion,and i am not exceptional.
I don't like always wearing a mask to show，this is not a situation i really want it.
But i have to try my best to be very friendly，no matter whether i be sincere or not.It's looks like acts in a play,and let me feel uncomfortable.
Of course，i don't want lose myself，is it contradiction？
Maybe i am so sensitive,although i know they are not on purpose.
I’m sure how difficult to find a real friend in our life,and understand me like herself understand their own.
I hope i can do it better in the future.
